Orly Ammon is the name I was born with and means the light and the truth in Hebrew, apparently.
My Grandmother was, undiagnosed, clinically depressed and would sit for hours staring into her hands. She was Russian Jewess married to an Egyptian Jew and was the source of a colloquism in the family delet bamagrash literally translated door in a field. She was very literal to the letter.
Apparently I take after this grandmother.